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| a conclusin to my day..... when your bf tells his friends how he feels but he wont tell u..... then there might be a slight problem...what have i done wrong in this relationship. we do guyz not tell people how they feel.... |
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| when you go through a day and your boyfriend doesnt talk to u thne u know you have a problem... i mean what did i do... did i piss him off or what..... The real question is? Is he going to break up with me or what... NO CLUE!!!! i need some major HELP bc i let him read what i put on the entry before this and all he could say was INTERESTING... interresting what the hell i mean come on thats the truth and how i really felt its not iteresting its reality.....dang i wish he would just talk to me tell me how he feels cuz hes not...... then after that he doesnt say anything what is that all about is he going to break up with me YESS or NOOO..... SOME ONE HELP ME PLEASE |
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| My life as I see it..............
I feel alone, Not all here, whats wrong with me am i that bad of a girlfriend let alone a friend/daughter.Why do i feel like thw whole world hates me. That the ones i love seem so different so distant, does anyone care. should i just keep to myself not saying a word so i dont get myself in trouble or for people to get mad at me. should i just leave this place find someone new find new things. is my life really that bad as im making it am i happy. do i love me let alone everybody else. am i in love with jared or is it just lust. is it that im really confused scared, do i need some help guidence somone to tell me what to do. should i end it with jared start over make a brand new me or should i keep going telling myself that i will evenyually get better. i feel left out at home at school with friends with jared. am i making this worse then it really is cuz i need more attention then im getting. ive been keeping to my self or at least trying to bc i dont want to get on other peoploes nerves so im not bugging them with my problems. im in love with jared really really i am but we dont talk and we get mad at eachother easity is there somthing being said telling me that this relationship isnt working i dont know. why doesnt he talk to me tell me how he feels whats going on in his head is he happy does he want to break up GIVE ME A CLUE.... i dont know what to do im lost......
WHAT SHOULD I DO????????
-Rachel- |
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| hey everyone ya i know i havent writtin in here sorry my bad just been really busy sorry.. you know i still luv ya though.. well i have to go to my dads house this week so i wont be on till like sunday but if u need me you can always call my cell its freee 517-7224 dont hesate just call and talk to me cuz i never have anyone to talk to :( well i have to go do my work for class so i will talk to u lata luv ya tonz rach
but i love jared more!!!! |
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